Rainbow

December 7, 2008

After days of wallowing and nights of crying myself to sleep…
After episodes of melodrama in front of my friends…
After weeks of pseudo-happiness, fake smiles and half-hearted laughs…
I’m laughing a real laugh again!

“Okay na kayo, ‘no?”

“Uhm! Hehe.”

“Masaya ka na ulit eh.”

A short message

December 2, 2008

From my plurk:

mayui
God, i miss him… From our most mundane conv to talks about the current issues, to our sweet *kulitan* and even our arguments that test us.
mayui
I want and need him. He’s the only one I can talk to with no holds barred. I love him. So so much…
mayui
More than enough that I know I’ll love him forever.

‘Hoping you could read this when you can…

Pasko na naman

December 1, 2008

Matagal (more than a week) nang hindi nag-e-email, nagtetext, o tumatawag ang dad ko. Syempre hindi naman ako nagchachat sa ym recently kaya hindi ko alam kung nag-o-online ba siya o ano. Hindi naman talaga ako nagsesend ng e-mail sa kanya, tagareply lang ako dahil siya yung nauuna. Pero makalipas ang ilang araw na wala pa rin siyang kibo, nagsend na ako ng e-mail. Lumipas pa ang ilang araw, wala pa ring reply sa e-mail ko. Kinabahan na talaga ako. Ang huling e-mail niya ay nag-uutos na ilista ko ang nagastos ko mula nang dumating ako dito sa Pilipinas. Kaya ang malaking tanong [read on…]