Sick and Tired

March 30, 2009

I’ve just realized that I will never be heard, or understood, or considered.

It’s a never ending cycle.

That’s not the way it should be.

It should end.






March 27, 2009

Isang malaking insulto na sabihin sa ‘kin na makitid ang isip ko. [read on…]

Sucks to be GC

March 20, 2009

So yesterday I got the result of my 3rd exam in one of my classes, and it was far from good. Well, I suppose it is. But it was lower than my 2nd exam in that class. I was too disappointed.

I hate my prof. I hate the 3rd exam. I hate myself.

The result of my 2nd exam was great; not really what I wanted, but good enough compared to my 1st exam. And, through inadvertent snooping, I found out that I got the highest score in our class for that 2nd exam. It was enough to lift my spirits.

Then this! UGH. [read on…]


March 16, 2009

Ate Glesy, a fellow blogger and visitor of my blog commented at my previous post asking where I am. I have to admit that I chuckled when I first read the comment. “I’m still alive,” is the first thing that popped into my head as an answer, and that was what I replied with.

So where was I? Now I’m on my bed, shifting positions every now and then to keep my blood flowing as I continue staring at and tapping on my laptop. I’m waiting for him. Always him. Only him. My Rsii. (But it’s late so we’ll probably just talk tomorrow morning.)

It has just been a week since my last post; a lot of things have happened, mostly psychological. If I was in a novel and we’re discussing real time, my life will seem dull with its minimal physical actions. I live in words, not in actions. Always internal. [read on…]