I know I said I don’t judge people on looks mainly because I care more about brains rather than beauty (and that includes how I think of myself) but, from time to time, allow me to gloat. In the middle of a Facebook chat, my guy friend suddenly sprung this:

nakakawindang profile pic mo

We were talking about Game of Thrones’ Cersei and how I just realized she was also the queen in 300. He said she was also in the Sarah Connor chronicles, so I googled that and saw Summer Glau and that’s when he suddenly said that so I asked WHY and then proceeded to blabber about how Summer Glau was also in Dollhouse without waiting for his reply. Which was this:

geek goddess siya
nakakawindang dahil ang ganda mo

THE HELL  <<my reply O.o

tangappin na ang compliment, pwede?

and then while I was typing “er thanks” he added:

sexy pa

So my reply was a big NGE. And then I proceeded to talk about Summer Glau.

We are such a funny pair. :))

Hmm. Well, okay, the purpose of writing this isn’t really to gloat but to preserve the memory of how, in the midst of all my worries, you’re keeping me sane–even though we both don’t know how to comfort people. So allow me to sift through our chat and copy-paste this bit:

you just don’t make friends with people you don’t genuinely like. and i’m flattered to be included in that exclusive circle. that’s what’s going to make me cry.

wanna have a synchronized crying session over two different timezones?

I am really honored. Thanks, B. There–you can cry now, I won’t tell. I’ll just say “there, there.” HAHAHA

*In reference to this previous post.


I will. I promise.

January 7, 2009

In another lifetime
by Gary Valenciano

I could hold on for a hundred years
When all else is gone
I would still be here
In a memory of things yet unseen
I’d remember all that we’ve never been
And I cannot wait to see
What life has in store for me

In another lifetime
It would be forever
In another world
Where you and I
Could be together
In another set of chances
I’d take the one’s I’d missed
And make you mine
If only for a time
My life would matter
In another life

And I’d stay as strong and I’d stay as true
And you’d have forever now to think it through
Coz I believe what wasn’t meant to be
Wasn’t meant for now and
Someday you’ll see
In a place and time we never know
I’d be standing there waiting for you

You would be mine
But until that time is now
I’d be holding on somehow


October 9, 2008

Pinag-alala mo ako ng sobra. Parang naging frantic ang action-reaction ko. But that’s okay because I wasn’t worried for long. I appreciate your effort in going online despite everything, just so we can talk. The important thing is you’re here. I’m still worried about you, though. Kase naman…

The good thing about worrying is when you realize that it isn’t as bad as you thought, and then you get this feeling of immense relief. Isang malaking-malaking WHEW! [read on…]


October 9, 2008

Higit limang taon na rin ang nakalipas mula nang huli tayong magkita. Kumusta ka na kaya? Nasaan ka na kaya? Sa totoo lang, wala naman akong balak na makita ka o makausap ulit. Okay lang kung sakaling magkikita man tayo o magkakausap sa telepono, pero wala pa akong balak na hanapin ka. Saka na siguro, kapag kaya na kitang tulungan, para makabawi naman ako sa mga nagawa mo para sa amin. Gusto ko lang makibalita ngayon kung buhay ka pa, kung maayos ang lagay mo at ng pamilya mo. Naging bahagi ka rin naman ng pamilya namin ng humigit-kumulang limang taon. Pati na rin ang mga kapatid mo at anak mo, pati nga nanay mo nakadalaw na rin sa bahay namin at nakabisita.

June 13, 2003 nung umalis ka. Tandang-tanda ko pa. Ginawan kita ng sulat na isiniksik ko sa loob ng bag mo bago ka umalis. Hindi ko alam kung nabasa mo pa yun. May mga tulo pa ng luha ang sulat na yun dahil humahagulhol ako habang nagsusulat. Sabi ko dun sa sulat, iilang araw na lang ay birthday ko na pero hindi mo pa nahintay. Sabi ko sana pinalipas mo muna yung birthday ko bago ka umalis. [read on…]